February 2010
January 2010
wishin'
let’s hope tomorrow is a better day. less cold weather and mostly a less broken heart.
SICK
you shouldn’t read this. it’s just about my problems. who’d read about that crap right? i just need to put it down some where.
i hate it when we’re texting he doesnt text back out of the blue. im like “wtf?” and all he has to say is sorry. he doesnt even mean it. you know, after a while, sorries become worthless. kinda like your i love you’s and will you...
weee.
today was an amazing day. i think the rain did it (:
<33
hold up...
people really do read this right? even if you guys dont, ill be okay. i didnt know so much people had tumblr. lol. i thought the only thing out there was myspace and twitter. this is pretty popular too. well, i dont think i’d be on this much but then agian, i do have no life. haha.
funnest last day of 09’
you make me sick Jesse.
it’s not fair. im tired of this. you explode towards me like it’s my fault. being your girlfriend, only lover, and best friend was harder than i thought. i thought, really really thought, that we’d be happy together, forever. but things never end up the way you want them to. NEVER. i don’t blame myself, no. i blaming you. you’re the one who trys to put shit on me but...
:(
im soooo not used to tumblr.
help me? lol.
new years resolutions?
everyone has these right? well, it’s more like just accomplishments i want.
-lose a “certain” amount of weight
-try not to cry so much
-graduate!
-make my family proud of me
-get a job
-stop being so mean to people
-try to make the best of everyday
-love Jesse with all my heart
winter break?
i’d like to do something extremely fun before break ends. something i can never get tired thinking of. i’d like to be with my bf tonight, but he doesnt want me there. too damn bad huh? what a freakin’ poop he is. let’s make plans my friends.
tell me what you guys have been doing yeah? (:
